why American Idol?

Why am I obsessed with American Idol season 8? why do I find Adam Lambert and Kriss Allen fascinating? and whyyyyy has this obsession include David cook and David Archuleta when I didn't even watch season 7? I only saw the ruben and clay season and that was like 4 episodes so why am I so obsessed with this?  I saw the entire 8th season over the weekend and now I'm reading fanfiction and please noooo I really have to stop because there's more to my life than reading stories all day long and SPN has me busy enough!!

Even worst I hate Ryan Seacrest and Simon Cowel and I really really really can't hear Paula Abdul talk, it's uncomfortable, plus Kara is just redundant.  I hate the bad singing and the demeaning comments and it's awful....

I'm blaming my flist.